It's going to be three months since I knew that incident,
29th september.
I'm still thinking and thinking,
I realized that i'm not putting enough effort in studying, working, piano and church anymore.
I'm always late for school, don't study hard enough for test,
always late for work,
not doing my theory homework and practice less than one hour of piano every week,
not staying back for choir and any activities in church.
Maybe that explains why I can't get over it,
I should put more effort then(: